sorry if the this is not well written but I am being rushed by my friends and my adderal wore off.

I have always had a lower sex drive and long refractory period. My test was around 580 and my estrogen and thyroid and prolactin where normal. despite working out hard and eating healthy i always had a more feminine physic, even when i worked out hard and moved decent weight on lifts. I never did any cardio, but worked out several days a week for more than an hour each time.

Then I juiced for like 4 years straight after not being able to locate the issue through a few doctors all doing blood work. I felt a lot better both mentally and physically. I was able to get very very large to the point that it was obvious that I used steroids non stop. However because i was loosing literally all my hair diffusely all over my head to the point i razor shave it now and my health being a concern I decided to come off. Even when on large to normal amounts of test I noticed that I would still ejaculate very fast and that although i was very horny my sex drive would disappear for two-3 days the minute after i ejaculated to the point that I couldn't perform again if i wanted to and needed to, in order to compensate for the premature ejaculation and if i did I would just be getting by.

I think this might be a separate issue but after ejaculating any erection i could possible get for several days would not be a full one and would be uncomfortable in a painful way at the base of my penis as thou there was an obstruction or back up or maybe a blood flow issue. Even if i could get an erection i would have no drive for days after ejaculating.

so any way now I am off test and juice in general for about 6 months and all these are still issues as well as a shit sex drive once again, the same as it was before i started to self medicate with test. Im also getting fat again in feminine places such as saddle bags and ass but am still a 31 waist at 5'7 because i eat healthy.

I'm in the process of seeing a urologist for all these issues and have seen and endo in the past. Right now im waiting to get test, free test and prolactin blood work done, I have already had prolactin checked when i was still on test and it was normal.

I also had a penile dopler test where the doctor enduces an erection and uses a sonagram on the penis, with no obstuction found. However I purposly ejaculated the night before the test so i didnt get a full erection because of some painfull resriction at the base of my penis and when i got home I had a semi that really really hurt and couldnt totally full despite the drug forcing it.
Im now going to get a mri done of the groin with dye and an enduced erection. I hope that I finally find out what these issues are so i can enjoy my life and focus on other things. By the way im 25 now and can get an erection and ejaculate but all the above is still true, infact the only time i was having decent sex is when i first started to juice and even then it was just masking the issues somewhat.

you're not alone. at 20 i'm dealing with the same issues - stubborn feminine fat patterns, nonexistent libido (unless i refrain from ejaculation for at least a week), test as low as 70 and only as high as 460 while having normal e2, thyroid, prolactin. although i don't deal with premature ejaculation - i take abnormally long to finish during sex.

i've searched for help myself to no avail, so i can't offer anything other than a "me too."

why do your levels change like that?

bump

bump

any one

Waiting for you to post your latest hormone panel results...

thanks for trying to help. Im waiting for the doc to call me back because hes setting up the mri of my penis with my special request to have an induced erection and i guess he needs to work out when hell be in the mri office. Hes from nyu so i hope he gets the the bottom of this. I also plan to masturbate before the test so i can simulate the problem of my erections being painfull for days after ejaculation.


im starting to sit in the house and again and have zero drive to do things and some anxiety much like when I was 16-21. When i was 16-21 my test levels were normal (580) and so where all my other hormones. then i started to use test and besides the refractory period being shitty i felt incredibly better, as thou it was the first time i felt good. Now im off juice for like 8 months and waiting to get this blood work dont.
He said i cant test oxytocin because there is no accurate test for it. I do however want to see if my prolactin spikes high after ejacualtion so i plan to masterbate before the test, how long before should i do this?