so lately i've noticed I've lost alot of aggression.
Its more or less like... I don't care.
yet not apathy because I kinda care.. more like I'm satisfied.
definitely not depressed. I'm motivated. I get things done.

This is hurting my martial arts training.
I got a tournament coming soon.
and I just can't get mad. I can't get that fire or adrenaline.
I switched my style to passive aggressive where I control the distance mostly evading
parrying and screwing around with false lead.
I'm content with waiting for him to come in and going for the disarm or limb strikes instead of what I used to do
which was go for a exchange. back out. then rush in under a roofblock or attacking block and take the fight to him in the clinch with knees, takedowns or throws.

needless to say. im sucking at passive aggressive. course i'm getting better at it.... but I still take a hell lot of hits from explosive aggressive opponents because of my passivity.



I'm not impulsive or aggressive anymore

It feels like I've suppressed my ego to a degree.
I don't take pride in what I do.

would this be caused by low testosterone?

my current plan so far is to tone down women and masturbation..
so far i'm on 4 days.

and maybe supplement tribbulus? ive read about itincreasing testosterone.

Im on 70mg of Vyvanse ED and my current supps are ortho*core, fish oil, glucosamine and BCAAs.

When did you begin taking the Vyanase in comparison to your lowered agression? What is the specific condition that it is prescribed for and how is it affecting you so far (i.e calm and focused vs. euphoric and chatty). I'd be willing to bet it is the Vyanase.

Dude, ADHD meds reduce impulsiveness. Stop taking it, no problem.

Yes yes and yes.

You are in the same situation I was about a year ago.

If you feel you are being over stimulated (I can lack aggression and overall exuberance because of low T and/or too much Ritalin), lower your dose.

You sound low T. Get your hormones checked too.

Those two, combined, will get you back on track.

Look into MMA, too. I felt pretty apathetic everyday but, for some paradoxical reason, MMA (specifically practicing BJJ and working out... the two combined) and thoughts of it got me going and motivated and amped. Almost like I was pissed off because Im not pissed off enough.